July 26

Today was an amazingly productive day. I only had 5 hours of sleep but spent the other 19 getting a ton done. Whether exersicing or working on the script today was definitely well spent. Also it was exciting for the equipment to come in. Now we are ready to get the show on the road. Or on the computer. Tonight Nick came over and we worked in a few more details on the script then we talked theology up until midnight. Good stuff. Well tomorrow will come early so that will be all for today. 'Night!

July 25

Today was super long. It began at about 5:30 when I got up to make sure Katherine had all the flight info she needed to make it out here. Then a few hours of sleep and had to wake up to prepare for church. Today's sermon was part 2 of handling opposition. Which was perfect fit me because the message of Slow Fade will draw a lot of opposition even from the Christian circles.
We missed the last little bit of the sermon so that we could make sure we were at the airport to pick up Katherine. Unfortunately her fly was delayed so we really could have stayed for the remainder of the sermon.
We enjoyed a delightful lunch at Red Robin with Katherine then I headed out to hang with Nick. It just so happens that his birthday is today. We enjoyed volleyball swimming and jumping off the docks at Higgins point. After we were all tired we headed back into town to go to Red Robin once again. Then we stopped by coldstone, where Tom is working, and made the staff sing their song by tipping over a dollar. We hung out by the man made lake then went to ft. Sherman to engage in some ultimate lava tag. Surprisingly no one was injured. Now I am setting my alarm for 5:30 so I can get a head start on tomorrow. Goodnight everyone.

July 23

Had both a really positive and yet a very disappointing day. It was positive because a lot got done and I feel a lot more confident about the next month. Also it was great to have all the audio equipment come in. But it's amazing how one thing can just ruin a perfect day. It all started after I locked myself outside my car. I called home to ask for help but instead I found that Amie was too busy to help. I didn't really handle that so well. I was very bitter with Amie and really rude. Which stunk because I had a whole hour to dwell on that conversation. Dinner was great I picked up Panda and ate with my dad. Afterwards I worked on the script till writers block set in. Then a little and a real book. I started reading Robin Hood. For me it's kinda hard to separate it from the Disney movie. I guess I'll see if it becomes it's own story in the next few chapters.
The next few days will be insane. Katherine is flying in on Sunday. Tomorrow is a major production meeting. I also have to wrap up all the loose ends so that we can begin the shooting. Well I need to prepare for tomorrows meeting so I'll fill you in with the details later.

July 7

Today had an excellent start. Bible study was great. Then my mother and I went and talked to NIC to see if we could rent their facilities for slow fade. We also had an incredible meeting with Ronda from TMI who shared with us some of the exciting ministries she is undertaking in Africa. Overall it was a blessing from God to find a like minded individual who is interested in serving the Lord.

I spent most of the rest of the day with my grandma watching movies, because she is not fit enough to do anything else nor enjoys anything else. Maybe a little music now and then.

Dinner was thought provoking. My parents, Amie and I got into a discussion about at what point do we fight for our liberties. And how should we go about fighting those battles. And which ones should we choose to undertake. It got me thinking very deep thoughts. We also talked about premarital sex and children out of wedlock. Recently a pastors son and daughter in law got married because of an unplanned pregnancy. This is the 2nd child of this youth pastor who has done this. This topic has come up many times recently in discussions with family and friends. We all feel that the church must discipline it's leadership rather than covering it up and encouraging this problem.

Today I think I only had a few minor problems. I didn't complete all the tasks I should have, I had a little bit of a grumpy attitude around Lunch and dinner and I didn't complete a few tasks my parents asked me to do.

Well tomorrow is a fresh start and I will work on diligence, attitude and obedience.

Goodnight.

July 5

Well today was a good day in some areas and yet I complete let down in others. On the negative side I was very lazy and did not get much accomplished at all. Although that was due to the fact that I slept in till 12:30 this afternoon. However, I did manage to set quite a few goals for my life. Including some goals on reading, blogging, personal bible study, hygiene, and making wise choices. I also enjoyed this evening. My sister and I went out bowling with the Paul boys, Micah and his friend Luke. Even though I only broke 100 once, i'd say that this was one of my favorite bowling adventures. Well that about sums up my life for today. I'll keep you posted on my new commitments and how they all pan out. Goodnight world.

June 29-July 4

This week has been a rough one. I have stumbled many times and I am not proud at all of my behavior. I have also failed to be diligent in many respects and have dropped the ball on many tasks that I should have completed. "Lord, heal me. Forgive me. Help me forget my wretchedness as you already have. Strengthen me. And fill me with your Holy Spirit. Teach me your ways and guide my paths. Direct my life and assume complete control where I have been grasping on to selfish pride. Chip away my impurities even though it may hurt and mold me into something beautiful. Amen"