February 16

I got three scenes done today, cleaned my room, organized my closet and did some other various house chores so it was a productive day in general. It was however the bible study tonight that really got me thinking. Or rather the time after the study that got me thinking. I brought up how does a Christian deal with a crush in the context of the characters in my next movie. And one thing that can be applied to my own life is figuring out how not to give away any of my heart as I explore different individuals as prospects. Especially with the current individual whom I do not have the opportunity to spend a lot of time with and in turn run the danger of building her up to be someone she isn't. I must carefully look at who she is and not who I want her to be. I have a feeling that this movie will help me on my journey to find my future spouse and avoid pitfalls. You may notice that this is posted on the wrong date and that us because the conversation went long tonight. I am going to hate myself in three hours when I am getting up.